This is going to be a short and sweet message…I hope you like it 🙂
I know that my deep grief is there because of my immense love for you. I know that those two feelings will never be separated, but over time, I’ll start feeling the love first and foremost, rather than the crushing grief.
Well, guess what? It happened! It was brief, but it happened. A picture of you popped up in my head, and my immediate feeling was a swelling of love in my heart, and I smiled. I can’t even explain how amazing it felt, Jonah! It felt like a beautiful, joyful moment of relief.
My grief was there, but it was sitting just behind the love.
As time keeps meandering on, I look forward to these moments. My love for you will never fade, so my grief will never fade either…but the love will keep pushing itself in front of the grief <3