My sweet Jonah,
Life is difficult without you. My body is still recovering from giving birth to you, but it also yearns to have you back in my belly. I feel so empty without you here.
I gave birth to you 11 days ago, but it still feels like yesterday. I grieve for you every day, as every day my heart shatters without you here.
Yet, every day, there are a couple more rays of sunshine. I feel a little guilty letting them in, but I know you would want me to be joyful for you. I promise to try.
I’m going to start planning a memorial celebration for you. My little fighter, you made it so far for me before you got your wings and I need to celebrate that…celebrate the fact that, although you came into this world asleep, you’re still my son and I’m still a mom – your mom.
I miss you so much every day, but I’m so glad you’re at peace. Fly high, my angel baby ❤️️