Be Joyful

Be Joyful

 

My sweet Jonah,

Life is difficult without you. My body is still recovering from giving birth to you, but it also yearns to have you back in my belly. I feel so empty without you here.

I gave birth to you 11 days ago, but it still feels like yesterday. I grieve for you every day, as every day my heart shatters without you here.

Yet, every day, there are a couple more rays of sunshine. I feel a little guilty letting them in, but I know you would want me to be joyful for you. I promise to try.

I’m going to start planning a memorial celebration for you. My little fighter, you made it so far for me before you got your wings and I need to celebrate that…celebrate the fact that, although you came into this world asleep, you’re still my son and I’m still a mom – your mom.

I miss you so much every day, but I’m so glad you’re at peace. Fly high, my angel baby ❤️️

Love,
Mom

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